I laughed when the permit ranger claimed there was 1-1/2 feet of snow in Horseshoe Meadow, but even the 2 -4 inches that was there proved to be no laughing matter when hiking through it.

I stopped for lunch before the Cottonwood Pass trail begins to climb and, to my shock, a group of 5 teenagers came along. Then, to my annoyance, they decided that would be a perfect rest stop. Yup, I was here to plod through miles of snow just so I could have a crowd for company. So I packed up and moved on, only to discover later that I had left one of my water bottles (the only one with water in it) behind. I was too hungry to hike back, so I discovered the delight of powdered hummus mixed with snow. Yum.
When I went back for the water bottle after lunch, I decided not to go back to the trail (which presumably would have lots of foot tracks by now). This proved to be a mistake. For some reason, the route to Cottonwood Pass is like the Bermuda triangle for me -- as many times as I've done it, I somehow manage to veer off-course whenever I go off trail. I was also distracted by looking back down into the meadow.

The worst of this was it involved a lot of needless up and down, and as the snow gradually got deeper and deeper this became utterly exhausting. And then were the swampy meadow areas hiding under the snow which I kept getting immersed in. This was so tiring that I made camp at 4pm, which is the earliest I have ever stopped on a solo backpack. I didn't even make it over the pass! But the campsite had nice views. It (almost) made up for what I would guess to be about a 10 degree night -- the coldest I've ever camped in.


I ended up just north of the actual pass, so had to climb an extra 200 feet. I ended up postholing almost every step, even at 8 a.m., sometimes as deep as a foot. This was also the first backpack I've been on when I was seriously considering turning around and just going home.
Once over the pass, things were no better, even though I was heading down what was mostly a western exposure. I figured that Big Whitney Meadow at least would be easy going, but that also proved wrong.

By 3 p.m., I was still circling the meadow on what seemed to be the trail (there was a small furrow in the snow), and STILL thinking about just turning around. But since I was close to where the trail heads down to Templeton Meadow/South Fork of Kern I promised myself to go one hour further. Things looked bleak at first.

But it turned out the snow was only about 2 inches deep, and suddenly that felt like a walk in the park. Now I was glad I kept going. By the time I got down to the South Fork of the Kern, the ground was mostly clear and dry.
The next morning I headed up Tunnel Meadow. Here's Kern Peak in the background.

Past the meadow, the trail winds up a narrow canyon along the beginnings of the South Fork of the Kern. It was overcast, and the cold air just sat in the canyon -- still freezing!

Once in Bullfrog Meadow, it again became a snow slog. I was so worn out that the 1150 foot climb to Trail Pass felt harder than going up Shepard's. But the sun peaked through from time to time and the snow really was quite beautiful.

If you'll forgive an obscure reference, there were times I felt like I was reenacting Gerald Crich's last walk in Women In Love.

And, really, I consider any trip that I manage to return from alive to be wonderful! Challenging as it was, I'm really glad I did this one.