What would you do?
Posted: Tue Jul 24, 2012 9:05 pm
Currently I am trying to save money for another Long Distance hike.
This next hike is something i have only dreamed of.
There is no clear way or path to follow.
In the mean time i am dying inside not being able to hike in the Sierra as i have for the past 20 years prior to 2009.
Seriously, I am having major psychological problems NOT hiking this year.
To go from: being totaly free, living under the sun, at the pace of my heartbeating, seeing mountains grow and wane daily under my feet
to: ... this plywood and sheetrock box, driving a steel can down a highway, living by a clock, and drinking chlorine water.
This is prison by comparison to where i have been for three summers.
I am dying.
Here is the thing;
The boss says i can't hike this summer 'cause we are too busy.
I need the money for my hike next year.
I REALLY feel in my heart i must hike at least 10 days in the Sierra this summer or my heart will die.
On the other hand I have ZERO commitments. No family of my own, no mortgage, no car payments, no debt of any kind. I am totaly free to do anything in the world.
I am also totaly alone in the world (sisters and parents but no significant other)
More info:
The hike I am planning for next year is kinda big and will require a larger amount of resources than the previous long Distance hikes.
In fact, i intend to hike from the Gulf of California along the entire length of the Colorado river(thru the length of the Grand Canyon below the rim) up to the the Continental Divide in Colorado . Then along the CDT thru Wyoming to the Montana/Idaho Border and then down the entire length of the Mississippi river via packraft and foot to the Gulf of Mexico.
Yea, this trip is gonna take a significant amount of money. (Alpaca packraft is 800 bucks alone)
Juding by previous hikes it would be around $10,000 for the hike itself AND the return to "civilization" post hike.
I am half way there and at the rate I am working i could reach my funding goal by January. i plan to leave in March.
So, do i piss off my one and only source of funding by going on an "un-approved" 10 day hike now and take my chances?
Or, do i "tow the line" and keep working even if it makes me insane?
Anyways, how is everyone doing?
Yes, I have been away for a while.
But i still remember Y'all.
In fact nobody else other than you know of my plans for next year.
This next hike is something i have only dreamed of.
There is no clear way or path to follow.
In the mean time i am dying inside not being able to hike in the Sierra as i have for the past 20 years prior to 2009.
Seriously, I am having major psychological problems NOT hiking this year.
To go from: being totaly free, living under the sun, at the pace of my heartbeating, seeing mountains grow and wane daily under my feet
to: ... this plywood and sheetrock box, driving a steel can down a highway, living by a clock, and drinking chlorine water.
This is prison by comparison to where i have been for three summers.
I am dying.
Here is the thing;
The boss says i can't hike this summer 'cause we are too busy.
I need the money for my hike next year.
I REALLY feel in my heart i must hike at least 10 days in the Sierra this summer or my heart will die.
On the other hand I have ZERO commitments. No family of my own, no mortgage, no car payments, no debt of any kind. I am totaly free to do anything in the world.
I am also totaly alone in the world (sisters and parents but no significant other)
More info:
The hike I am planning for next year is kinda big and will require a larger amount of resources than the previous long Distance hikes.
In fact, i intend to hike from the Gulf of California along the entire length of the Colorado river(thru the length of the Grand Canyon below the rim) up to the the Continental Divide in Colorado . Then along the CDT thru Wyoming to the Montana/Idaho Border and then down the entire length of the Mississippi river via packraft and foot to the Gulf of Mexico.
Yea, this trip is gonna take a significant amount of money. (Alpaca packraft is 800 bucks alone)
Juding by previous hikes it would be around $10,000 for the hike itself AND the return to "civilization" post hike.
I am half way there and at the rate I am working i could reach my funding goal by January. i plan to leave in March.
So, do i piss off my one and only source of funding by going on an "un-approved" 10 day hike now and take my chances?
Or, do i "tow the line" and keep working even if it makes me insane?
Anyways, how is everyone doing?
Yes, I have been away for a while.
But i still remember Y'all.
In fact nobody else other than you know of my plans for next year.